Soo many new thimgs going on since my last post. Since this is my new life, new start and new beginning, I deleted the old and beginning to start from here, 2018!
If you don't know me I am Misty Lynn Hucks-Browning. I have been married to the most amazing man Donald for the last 2 years (9-9-15). He is so much more than my lover and husband but he is my absolute BEST friend. Together we have 2 pups, Mya and Milo Luke. They are the lights of our lives. God has chosen not to bless us with humans yet and we aren't sure He will and it's HIS will be done.
I have alot of health conditions that I am under tons of care for. One I struggle the most with is OSFED or non otherwise specified eating disorder or whatever. I guess what it boils down to is started binge eating to get fat so noone would try molesting me again at 6 years old. Then i used food to learn to deal withy emotio s and before I knew it i was 320 plus lbs at 25 years old. At that point yad gastric bypass. Tons of complications led to needing feeding tubes whole first year. After months of slow weight loss id cut my feeding back lil by lil til at points all that went into my feeding tube was water for days. After i started keeping things down i became bulimia as in abusing laxatives and diuretic and making myself. That all slightly subsided but in recent years i just quit eating in the name of intermittent fasting. If i do 400 calories a day on a good day thats good.
Anyway Monday I am finally going into full time treatment for this. Please keep me in prayer. I have been told is absolutely life or death now and tis terrifying but tis a must for my hubby and i.
We arep praying with recover from relationship to strengthen our relationship with each other, our families and maybe begin one of our own.
Please pray for tomorrow!
Thanka
